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Thursday, April 21, 2005

Pierogies and Britney Spears

It's 5 a.m. and I want cheese potato pierogies with melted mozzarella on top. Badly. I'm trying to resist, I'm trying so hard... I'm not pregnant, so I don't have an excuse for this "craving" at all.

Trying... failing. I failed, they are heating in the microwave right now. Yes, I boil them in water, I'm too lazy to try them in a frying pan. I know I'm sending plenty of people into fits right now, as most peopel do not like them. I can only eat them with melted mozzarella because otherwise the outer part is gross. I'm offically off my rocker, eating them at 5 a.m. - LOL, like I wasn't before! So now I sit here, waiting on my cheese potato pierogies with melted mozzarella. Yummy... :)

You know what? I hate you Britney. Ok, I don't really hate you. I don't really hate anyone. I just envy you like crazy because you are pregnant and I am not. I envy you doubly because you also have children via your low-life husband.

And it's not fair, damn it!

Why pregnancy has to be so hard for some people, I'll never understand. I've had my fair share of grief with two losses, but what about the people with four? Or the people with stillbirths, etc. It is all so incredibly unfair. Yeah, I know, whine has officially commenced. I really shouldn't do these entries after being up all day and night ESPECIALLY because I should still be doing PennACCA stuff right now. Problem is, I felt sick last night and not so good today, so I think I've been up too long to be entirely effective anymore.

I also need to stop looking at other people's cute newborns. I saw one today that was just so gorgeous I cried - I want a baby so bad and this baby was just so adorable, asleep and stretching.
*sob*

1 comment:

~ Jessi said...

Thanks groovyvic, it's nice to know I'm not alone :)

** Not sure if you are supposed to reply back to those who comment, but it's my blog and I'll do what I want! :)