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Friday, April 29, 2005

Stupidity disturbs my peaceful, happy world

An you know what? I'm about to dedicate this whole entry to it so watch out!

I have certain, shall they remain nameless, people on my AOL list due to their connections with family - not people I've voluntarily chosen association with, but have added to my list because I thought they were nice people - you are nice to my family, and then nice to me as well, you get on my AOL list, simple as that..

Well, I have this tendency to, shall we say, MELTDOWN when people screw with my family, especially my sister. That is my sister, and even I'M not rude or mean to her (heheh mostly), but even if I was, any and all rights to say anything bordering on rude, mean or inappropriate to her are mine by blood, sweat, tears, and GENETICS!

So that in mind, I decide to log on to AOL. Normally I check away messages first before doing anything else, so I do that. I get to the bottom of my list and click to read this:

"I hate it when stupid happy people put crap in their profiles like "I love Blah D. Blah soooo much" and "I am the happiest person in the world because Whats-his-face." They just want to rub it my face and remind me of how unhappy I am. Thanks a lot!!! Go kill yourselves......"

Umm, ok, how is that for a super pyscho away message - I mean, ranting about your unhappiness is fine, but "Go kill yourselves" is WAY past the line of acceptable personal conduct, online or elsewhere.

So I check the user name, trying to figure out who it is, when I realize it is in the category that denotes association with my sister. I'm not sure which among a set of people it is, but I do know it is one of the ones I should remove from my list as they have caused nothing but grief to my sister by being rude to her and her numero uno - have I yet? No, hadn't really needed to, been too busy to use AOL. Now I definitely won't because I am drawn to drama - the whole "trying not to stare but can't look away" mentality that makes forum trolls so interesting to me.

So, of course, I could try to be better than this person and go about my business, but as I know exactly who she is talking about because she has made my sister, and her boyfriend - who I quite like and would definitely never hurt a fly, let alone be mean (at least, i think, maybe I'm wrong, LOL!) - the target of her vicious, bitter, twisted little mouth for quite some time now. However, I realyl am not in that kind of mood! So here is MY away message:

"I hate bitchy people who whine about people who like to write how happy they are to be with someone. ESPECIALLY when they say stuff like "Go kill yourselves"... You know what I think? Maybe you should take you own advice you heinous, black hearted people."

Granted, not MATURE at all - the last tiem I resorted to writing mean things in my away message was when I was 17, I think. Wow, i've been using AOL for seven years, that disturbs me in a way I can't decribe - well, maybe I can partly - it makes me feel OLD!

But, the away message does nto satisfy me becuase I have to actually be away for it to stay there - I cn't message anyone, so I decided so come here and have a rant about it.

Now, I feel better - we'll, I'd feel better if people weren't writing "Go kill yourselves" to my sister and her boyfriend. Maybe Paint Sho Pro-ing the photos of them my sister took with my camera would make me feel better? No, I don't go for that, really.

You know what? I don't feel better, I feel quite pissed that there are people out there that would tell someone to kill themselves for being happy, especially when they weren't being ooey-gooey about it. I know ooey gooey, DH and I DID ooey gooey and I can tell you my sister does not. Mainly because... well, because I did it and she hated and got on my case so now if she did it I'd have to get on her case! :)

Basically, it all boils down to - don't mess with my sister. I love her, she's awesome - she's one of the best people in the world... wanna see her?
I'll get a new entry in when I get the photos uploaded.

Well that is it for me, my rant is done. :)

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